IUP Midterm Report

Disclaimer

This is a midterm report for the Inter-University Program (IUP). I’m writing with potential fall, spring, or academic year applicants in mind. I can’t promise that any of what I say here applies to IUP’s summer module (although I would assume most academic features are the same). I’m also writing with the assumption that the potential fall/spring/academic year IUP applicant has probably studied at least three years and/or already studied in China. I also make lots of comparisons to PiB, just for perspective.

Classes

IUP will tell you – and they are correct – that the most prominent feature of their classes is class size. They are tiny. Really tiny. Most of my Yale Chinese classes probably had about 13 or more students. At PiB, the larger classes had eight students, the smaller four. In comparison, the largest classes at IUP have a maximum of three. Yes, three students. I think in studying foreign language, class size makes a huge difference. I’ve found that in larger classes, your best chance to speak is generally if the teacher is drilling – i.e. everyone forms one sentence using some new sentence structure. With classes of only three students, however, there is more opportunity for a conversational teaching style. Not only is this dynamic more effective and closer to a natural linguistic environment, it is more enjoyable. There’s more opportunity to engage with ideas. The structure of class is pretty flexible, too, but in a positive way. I remember one of my classmates telling me that one day in one of her classes, all three students decided they were not interested in that day’s subject. They asked to talk about a different topic, to which their teacher responded “Sure, as long as we can find a way to incorporate today’s vocabulary.” Because of class size, you’re also placed with classmates who are at a very comparable level. In addition, at least one hour of class every day is completely one-on-one. This is great because, even though your teacher is still presenting a certain set of material, you can ask questions unlimitedly, which I think is a really efficient way to learn.

Placement and Curriculum

IUP is a relatively high level program. Even though the stated minimum requirement is two years of college Chinese, in reality, the vast majority of students have had the equivalent of three years. Most have also spent time in China before, whether at a summer program like PiB, a school year study abroad program, or just living and working.

IUP has a series of core textbooks, and core listening textbooks. The former is intended to improve skills in all areas – reading, writing, listening, and speaking – and the latter is more focused on just listening and speaking. Placements for these two core classes, although strongly correlated, are independent. Thus, there really is no notion of “third year, fourth year, fifth year, etc.” at IUP. Having completed fourth year Chinese at Yale (CHNS 154/155), I placed into the top textbooks of IUP’s “intermediate level,” 思想与社会 (“Thought and Society”) and 实话实说 (“Frankly Speaking”). At the end of each eight week module (there are two modules in fall and spring, each), everyone graduates to the next level of textbooks. Generally speaking, the academic quality of the textbooks is very good, and I enjoy learning from them.

Even though IUP’s textbooks have a set sequence, there is a certain amount of flexibility within the core, especially towards the higher levels. In the first few years of Chinese, everyone studies the same general-purpose vocabulary and grammar. After a certain point, though, the scope of what one can formally study in Chinese opens up really wide, and there’s no longer a clear hierarchy of vocabulary, i.e. the frequency of appearance in Chinese of the words you are learning is sufficiently low that importance is determined by what you are personally interested in and what you want to use Chinese for, rather than frequency. In this sense, the higher level IUP textbooks are somewhat independent of one another. For instance, the core textbook I am studying now, 参与 (“Participation”), is very literary. I’m learning a lot of words that I already know general-purpose synonyms for, but that have a more narrow and subtle usage. Assuming the student already knows words like “big,” this textbook goes on to teach words like “immense,” “colossal,” and “vast.” For some people at IUP, this kind of vocabulary is lower priority than, say, business, law, or economics-related vocabulary. In such cases, students can request to skip this textbook and go straight to the next “level,” which focuses on more direct, academic vocabulary. And some people might choose to skip that textbook in favor of studying some specialized set of vocabulary relevant to their work. The point is that, even within the core set of IUP textbooks, there is a certain degree of flexibility and academic independence IUP is willing to grant students if they seek it.

Apart from the core, all academic year students will get to take a few elective classes, including Chinese newspaper, business Chinese, Chinese 口语 (very informal, spoken Chinese), and two levels of classical Chinese. I had room for my first elective this semester and am taking the first level of classical Chinese (which is excellent and highly recommended, for the record.) In addition to these electives is the option to take another one-on-one class focusing on any topic, material, textbook, or aspect of Chinese one would like to study. I haven’t taken any of these individual electives yet, but I know people who have used them to study anything from vocabulary in their academic field, to reading a Chinese novel, to just focusing on their specific weaknesses in Chinese. Some people might even study something different every week in their individual elective. With these classes, the general agreement is that you get out of them precisely what you put in to them.

The academic structure of IUP seems to work well both for people who have a specific Chinese language agenda and want to direct their own studies, and for those who would just like to achieve all-around advanced abilities in Chinese. The solid and well-planned curriculum works well for the latter, while the flexibility to depart from it enables the former.

Workload

The difference between PiB and IUP is the difference between sprinting and long-distance running. The daily work load is significantly less at IUP, but with good reason. I was surprised by this initially, but gradually came to realize there is no way anyone could possibly maintain the level of focus and energy required from PiB-like programs for an entire year without burning out. With a slower pace, there is also time for review, and I find my retention is generally higher. In the first module, I had about three to four hours of homework per night. With the addition of classical Chinese this semester, it’s closer to five or more hours of homework per night. Some people put in more time, some people less. The immediate incentive to take the work seriously (besides learning Chinese, of course) is not grades, which are neither harsh nor terribly important. Rather, it is being well prepared for class. At IUP, your teachers and classmates are always well-prepared. When classes range in size from one to three people, if you don’t prepare, it shows. It’s a good implicit incentive structure. At the same time, the amount of time and effort it takes to be well prepared for class is very reasonable. Although at IUP, you can and should spend a majority of your time studying and practicing Chinese, there is also enough free time to pursue on your own all the cultural activities you didn’t have enough time for your first time around at PiB (or HBA, ACC, etc).

Social Independence

IUP doesn’t arrange your life outside of class. This might seem unfortunate, but you can really use this fact to your advantage.

For one thing, IUP doesn’t arrange housing. Most people live in apartments off campus. Living on campus is possible, as is living with one of the host families associated with IUP. Finding a place to live can definitely be stressful. The good news is that the IUP Google group connects IUPers, current and future, so there is a network of information and people to help you find a suitable housing arrangement. I’m living with a young IUP teacher (and another Chinese woman who works at Google) who sent out an email to the group looking for a third apartment mate. Other people live in apartments former IUPers have moved out of. Some people find other IUPers to live with through the Google group and then search for an apartment together once in Beijing. There’s really no limit to the possibility of living arrangements, it just takes some extra time and effort to arrange.

Because everyone lives in different places, IUP mostly leaves your life outside of class up to you to determine. There are three or four field trips throughout the year (including one or two overnight weekend trips) that IUP arranges and a social organization that has activities about once a month to foster friendships between IUP students and Tsinghua/Beida students, but apart from that, you are mostly on your own. A lot of other Light Fellowship approved programs seem to take a more active role in students’ free time, arranging field trips on most weekends and providing extracurricular activities, which I think works great for a first-time experience in China. Though IUP differs from these programs in this respect, this is actually a great opportunity to find activities on your own. In Beijing, it is easy to make your own Chinese friends and get involved in whatever activities you would like to. I’ve audited a few Tsinghua courses, participated in a translators’ club at Tsinghua, and been making some Chinese friends in my free time. There are lots of other activities IUPers have dedicated their spare time to, but you have to take the initiative.

Language Pledge

This section really ought to go under “Social Independence.” IUP has a language pledge within the academic building and at all IUP-sponsored activities. Of course, this only amounts to about four hours of your day on weekdays and not at all on weekends. All encompassing language pledges make a lot of sense at all-encompassing programs, like PiB. IUP is a different story. Because everyone lives in different places, and is involved in their own activities outside of IUP, IUP doesn’t try to control what language you speak outside of the program. As with any of the freedoms IUP allows its students, it is up to the student to find a way to speak Chinese outside of class. It is not hard find ways to do so in Beijing, whether through living with Chinese people, making Chinese friends out of class, making your own pledge with IUP friends (probably the hardest), etc. But as always, it is a matter of initiative.

Final Recommendation

For anyone with a similar background and level in Chinese (i.e. previously spent a summer at a language program in China and has studied through third or fourth year Chinese), IUP fall/spring/academic year is a great choice that you really can't go wrong with. I am very happy with my decision to return to Beijing to study at IUP. 

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Uncomfortable Questions

[Note: As with the previous post, I wrote back in October, but never posted it.]

Last week in one of my classes, my teacher brought up the subject of abortion. As all three students in that class are fairly liberal females, we didn’t spend much time discussing whether women ought to have the right basic right to have an abortion or not. Instead, our teacher quickly brought our attention to some striking differences between abortions in American and Chinese society. While I can’t give precise statistics in either case, my impression is that abortion rates in China far exceed those in the United States. The sense my teacher gave is that abortions in China are extremely common, so much so that a high percentage of Chinese women will have one, or even two or more, abortions in their lives.

All this should not be surprising. China’s aggressive one child policy gives pregnant women who already have a child little choice. The policy, combined with the traditional preference for male babies over female babies, still strong in many parts of China, incentivizes the abortion of females (although abortions for these reasons are ostensibly illegal). Add to that lagging sex (and contraception) education, traditional social values condemning pregnancy out of wedlock, and a relative lack of religiously-based objections* to abortion, and the phenomenon begins to make sense.

If it wasn’t this realization that caught me off guard, however, the next two discoveries certainly did. The first is that, in China, according to our teacher, one can get an abortion at any period during an abortion – all nine months are acceptable. The second is that our teacher expressed shock that Americans often knowingly give birth to children with Down Syndrome, or other disabilities and defects, rather than have an abortion. To her, and likely to many Chinese, to not abort such a child is inconceivable.

It was one of those rare moments in which, after slowly discovering my Chinese teachers’ beliefs often have more in common with my own than not, I suddenly stumble upon a glaring cultural difference. It was not so much the fact that these kinds of abortions occur in China, so much as their status (at least in my teacher’s opinion) as commonplace and completely acceptable. There are many reasons why, upon closer inspection, this is understandable. Apart from the high hopes Chinese parents often place in their one child, the prospects of those with disabilities in China are much dimmer than their average American counterpart. The discovery that these kinds of abortions are commonplace in China forced me to reconsider my own (and probably many Americans’) knee-jerk reaction against them. Is there not some utilitarian sense in which society benefits by accepting the abortion of fetuses with known defects or chromosomal diseases? If you can only give birth to one child, why not ensure that child has the best chances for success and social acceptance? These questions are somewhat uncomfortable to ask, especially with an ingrained sense of political correctness. But in China, these issues are reality. I don’t know what the right answer is, but I do know it would be a waste of a study abroad experience if such discoveries didn’t force me to critically re-examine my own views.

I have to add as a disclaimer to this post that these “facts” are mostly based on unscientific impressions. I have not – thus far – carried out any extensive research or interviews relating to abortions in China. All of my commentary and analysis is solely based on general impressions, specifically the conversation last week with this IUP teacher. If anyone is interested in looking at some statistics, I found the following website has a lot of relevant information. (Warning: I can’t vouch for its neutrality.)

http://www.johnstonsarchive.net/policy/abortion/index.html

*Now that I’ve written this, I’m curious what, if anything, traditional Chinese religions and beliefs have to say on these issues of abortion. Do they have any tangible impact on the decisions Chinese people actually make (with respect to abortion) today? Readers feel free to share thoughts! This is something I would like to casually research now.

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Rain and Tsinghua Classes

[Note: I wrote this post a couple months ago but never posted it.]

The past two days have been a reminder that weather won’t be nice for much longer. The rain has turned biking, originally a pleasurable activity, into somewhat of a struggle. The seat is now always wet when I start out, my feet often slip off the pedals, and my bicycle’s tolerance of sharp turns has plummeted. Most importantly, my glasses get completely covered in raindrops, and visibility decreases significantly. Think: Harry Potter in a rainy quidditch match. (If only muggles could use the impervius charm…) Actually, the Harry Potter analogy goes one step further. In Beijing, one can, unsurprisingly, buy a poncho designed for bicyclists – shortened on the sides to avoid entanglement with the gears, but elongated in front and back, to cover the handles, basket, and anything else that might be attached. From a distance, the effect is comical – clusters of caped and hooded figures gliding a few feet above ground, cape tails flowing softly in the wind. I cannot help but think of dementors. Only these dementors wear capes of all colors – blue, green, red, purple, pink – and suspiciously have two large bicycle wheels emerging down below. Since this discovery, I have purchased my own bicycle poncho and joined the ranks.

On a separate note, Tsinghua classes started this week, which means I’ve commenced my own sort of shopping period in search of a class or two to audit. There are lots of reasons why auditing Tsinghua classes appeals to me. Attending lectures on special topics will undoubtedly improve my listening abilities over time, and help familiarize me with specialized terminology I might not otherwise have the opportunity to study formally in Chinese class. From a social and cultural perspective, I get to see first-hand the classroom experience of my Chinese counterparts. I also think, based on my limited experience thus far, it will provide a natural way to meet Tsinghua students, a barrier that might otherwise be challenging to break. Finally, if my listening comprehension is good enough, I might even learn something.

Thus far, I’ve sat in on a lecture on abstract algebra, philosophy and logic, and Marxism and the natural sciences (which I actually stumbled upon quite by accident.) The Marxism and logic classes were surprisingly comprehensible. I wouldn’t say my comprehension was good by any stretch – I would certainly not be able to do well if I were taking the courses for credit – but it was good enough to have a general idea of what was going on. I think there’s a good chance I will stick with the logic course. The class is tiny, the professor and general atmosphere quite welcoming, and, best of all, the material seems interesting and (possibly) understandable. What’s great about the language side of this class is that the translation of technical words in logic and philosophy are either direct and intuitive, or phonetically based. Though the lecture/discussion is in Chinese, the texts are in English, which should give me a good basis for following along in class. I don’t even need to purchase the book - the student who I sat next to, named Bank, has offered to photocopy the text for me. It’s probably too soon to say, but I have a good feeling about this class.

Unfortunately, when it comes to math classes, or at least the one abstract algebra class I audited, all bets are off. Where I was following at least 50% of the other classes I audited, I followed about 2% of this math class. I think a lot of factors came into play, not the least of which is math lectures even in English are hard to follow! At the moment, my hopes for being able to follow technical presentations in Chinese are low – it is much more challenging than I had anticipated. I may, if possible, try to use one of the self-designed courses IUP allows us to take to study some specialized vocabulary relating to math or computer science.

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IUP classes, and a bit of "胡同话"

The first week of class is already over! I am hesitant to draw any firm conclusions about the general workload and difficulty of IUP classes yet, since the first week may not be fully representative. But with that caveat aside, here are my general impressions.

The IUP workload and learning pace is very reasonable. On top of four hours of class per day, I have about four hours of homework per night. This means that, not only do I have a fair amount of free time every day, but I’m also able (so far) to prepare thoroughly for class, and retain a good proportion of the assigned material. I suppose what’s so surprising about this is the marked contrast with PiB, where the strategy seemed to be “let’s cram as much into your brains in eight weeks as humanly possibly.” I think both approaches are valid, but the latter is more appropriate for a year long program.

I also very much like the structure of IUP classes – three of my classes have just three students, and the other class is one-on-one. The 单班课 (individual class) is easily my favorite. The class never moves on until I fully understand everything, and I can ask as many questions as necessary to get to that point. At the same time, the fact that it’s a one-on-one class does not mean it is any less structured or formal than the larger classes. Most importantly, it is easy for me to pay full attention in this class, as there is no temptation to zone out while the teacher is talking to other students – probably my weakest point in larger classes. But even the larger classes, 合班课 (three-on-one classes), are great, too, as three students is still much smaller than the size of Chinese classes I’ve had in the past. I can still ask my own questions in these “larger” classes, but I’m also learning from my classmates’ questions – things I might not have thought to ask on my own. I distinctly prefer all of these classes to PiB’s 大班课 (8 student classes), because it is far less embarrassing to make mistakes in them. The small class sizes also afford finer-grained placement, so I feel more or less on par with my classmates.

Classes aside, I did some exploring yesterday. I took the subway for the first time on this trip, and got off at 鼓楼大街 (Gulou Dajie) to go see the bell and drum towers. I didn’t know for sure that the subway station would be in walking distance of the towers, but I thought it was a good guess, as it shares the name. Once out of the station, I caught sight of some old-looking structures and started walking towards them. Sure enough, I arrived at the Drum and Bell Towers about fifteen minutes later. I was a little annoyed with myself that there was only about 40 minutes left before both closed, but simultaneously pleased to have found them before closing at all. I first ascended the bell tower, which, according to a sign at its base, houses “the most heaviest and biggest ancient bell in China.” More specifically, it was cast under the reign of Emperor Yongle, to announce the time throughout the day. Upon my arrival at the top of the drum tower, I discovered I was just in time for the final drum performance of the day. Given that I had only arrived at a subway station that I was guessing would be in the vicinity of these towers less than an hour prior to their closing, I think I lucked out.

It happens that these towers are in the center of a very old neighborhood in Beijing, consisting of hutongs (胡同), long alleys of courtyard houses dating as far back as the Ming Dynasty. Hutongs and life in hutongs have fascinated me since I first learned about them in my high school Chinese class, since they stand in such stark contrast to the rest of the rapidly developing city of Beijing. There is tremendous economic pressure to destroy these old neighborhoods in favor of shopping malls, business centers, tourist attractions, and other money-making ventures. Accordingly, their presence is in rapid decline. In fact, the problem of their destruction was the topic of one of our lessons at PiB last summer, and was the setting for a great Chinese movie we watched in parallel. (The movie is called Shower – I highly recommend it!) While I have grappled with this problem, and can certainly understand the economic incentives behind their destruction, I think I ultimately come down on the side of sentiment. Culture has an intangible value to society, and the hutongs, once destroyed, can never be replaced. The one criticism of the hutongs that I still have difficulty countering is that the quality of life in them is substandard. Their narrow alleys and walkways are a fire hazard, and modern conveniences, like plumbing and flush toilets, are lacking. Is it hypocritical of me to hope these historic neighborhoods are not destroyed, when I, myself, would be unwilling to be a resident? I’ve read interviews with hutong residents who say living in them is unclean and unpleasant. Then again, a small shopkeeper I talked to yesterday said he liked growing up in the hutongs. (On a completely unrelated note, this shopkeeper also gave me a free booklet with some of Confucius’s teachings. Who knew one of my newly-learned vocabulary words, 孝道 (filial piety), would come in handy so soon!) I am, nonetheless, pleased to see that some effort is being taken to preserve the hutongs (at least the more visible ones). The hutongs I visited yesterday have just recently avoided destruction, at least for the time being, according to this New York Times article (courtesy my friend, Elizabeth): http://www.nytimes.com/2010/09/08/world/asia/08briefs-REDEVELOP.html?ref=china

Here are some pictures from my adventure.

A hutong neighborhood, as seen from the top of the Drum Tower.

Propaganda banner over a sanlunche ("three-wheeled vehicle") in a hutong.

View of a hutong.

The drum performance.

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Potpourri

Yesterday IUP emailed us the results of our placement exams. The textbook for my reading/writing class is called “思想与社会” (“Thought and Society”) and the text for my listening/speaking class is called “实话实说” (“Frankly Speaking”). Though I can’t really tell what, if any, year or level of Chinese these books are intended for, my impression is that they’re the highest of IUP’s intermediate level texts. I asked Song Fang, the IUP teacher I am living with, about the texts, and she said they are IUP’s main textbooks (a plurality of students are assigned to these books), and that they’ll give me a good solid foundation from which I can later branch out in any direction. I haven’t seen the books yet, but this sounds like a good place to start, especially for a year-long program.

I am also pleased about the timing of my classes. My first class isn’t until 9, which, although ungodly early in Yalespeak, is considerably better than starting at 8 am, the earliest classes IUP offers. I have three 50 minute classes with 10 minute breaks in between, an 80 minute lunch break, and one fifty minute class after lunch. This means I have class every day from 9-2. Of course, the schedule will change after the first eight weeks, and I may not be so lucky in later modules.

On a different note, I bought a little Chinese magazine today full of short stories. It’s called “百花故事” (literally, “Hundred Flowers Stories,” although I think the gist of the translation is something like “Potpourri Stories”). It’s more or less like a Chinese version of Reader’s Digest. I read the first couple stories today, and, without a dictionary, I had a decent (but definitely hazy) idea of what was going on. My reading skills could definitely use a lot of improvement, so I’m hoping to use this magazine, and perhaps other Chinese publications, as a measuring stick of my progress this year, external to IUP. Of course, the actual process of reading the publications ought to be beneficial in its own right. I hope I can have the discipline to stick with it.
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Big City, Small World

Again, much has happened in the time since I wrote my last post. I’ll use the same structure for recapping the last few days as my previous post, for lack of a better method.

Sunday:

I met up with my PiB friend, Kevin, and one of his friends currently working in Beijing. We walked around Wudaokou for a bit, and then wandered over to PKU, which was nice because I had never seen the campus before. Since both Kevin and his friend are Stanford graduates, we snuck into the Stanford center’s lounge in one of the buildings. I would have perhaps been tempted to pay a visit to the Yale-PKU center, except I had no idea where it was located. Overall, it was a refreshing way to spend my last day of absolute freedom before the start of IUP.

Monday:

The first day of IUP! I was a little nervous about finding everything, meeting people, and generally not having any disasters. Fortunately everything went smoothly. In the morning we had a welcome speech and ceremony, where we signed our language pledge. Unlike PiB, this pledge applies only to IUP-related activities. I’m quite relieved about this because all-out language pledges can be quite socially frustrating. For a year-long program, I think being able to speak some English outside of class won’t be as detrimental to my Chinese as it would have been at a summer program, especially because my two flatmates are native Chinese speakers, anyway. After we signed the pledge, we split up into little groups to tour the important (or most relevant) places on campus. My group’s tour leader was Liao Laoshi, who I had met previously at Yale. (She conducted my IUP interview and met with me once to talk about IUP when I was choosing programs.) It was nice to see someone familiar among all the new faces.

I spent the rest of the day meeting other new IUP students and, when inside the IUP building, sharing awkward (and somewhat trite) introductory conversations in our rusty Chinese. In spite of our disparate interests and backgrounds, I like all of the people I’ve met so far, and am looking forward to getting to know them all much better.

Even having completed fourth year Chinese at Yale, I still feel like quite a novice here. The majority of people at IUP have spent at least a semester studying Chinese in China, or lived for many years in China. I feel like my two months pale in comparison. Generally speaking, though, I’d much rather be at a program that challenges me, than one that is too easy. I have no fears about IUP in this regard.

Tuesday:

Placement exams were held on Tuesday and Wednesday. I was lucky, and got mine over with on Tuesday. Placement exams shouldn’t be stressful. After all, their purpose is only to gauge your level, not grade you on any specific course work. Yet I still found myself stressing over this test. Seeing all that vocabulary I still don’t know, listening to all those recordings I still don’t understand, all the chengyu, and all the classical Chinese I hadn’t a prayer of understanding just made me feel 很失望 (hopeless). I’ve heard IUP likes to place people conservatively, so if I get placed into fourth year again, I guess I’m OK with that. On the bright side, seeing all that remains to be learned is providing excellent motivation for this year. I’m genuinely looking forward to the start of classes next week.

After the placement test, I went with Karen (a fellow Davenporter in IUP) and her two apartment-mates to the IKEA in Beijing. (Who knew, right?) After working our way through the entire store (which, apart from the Chinese signs and product labels, is identical to any other IKEA in the world), we hopped in a cab and headed back to Wudaokou. A several hour adventure ensued, including dragging tons of IKEA furniture across four lane highway (occupied by typical Beijing traffic), getting locked out of an apartment, and, finally, eating baozi and jianbing in the hallway outside the apartment sitting on newly purchased IKEA chairs, while waiting for the key to arrive. Next time, we’ll know to use the home delivery service.

Wednesday:

Wednesday was completely free of IUP obligations for me, since I had completed my placement exam on Tuesday. I decided it was a good time to buy a bicycle, so I wandered over to the bicycle stand at the south gate of Tsinghua. After testing out a few different bikes, I settled on an old and plain black bicycle for 220 RMB. I didn’t even try to haggle because the man who I was buying from had been especially helpful. I know I could have gotten a shiny new bicycle probably of similar quality for the same price, but I’m happier knowing my bike is less likely to get stolen. In the words of the shopkeeper, this bike “丢不了.” ("Cannot be lost.")

After purchasing the bike, I rode around Tsinghua for a bit. For the first time, I had a visceral understanding of why the bicycle is a symbol of freedom in China. (Now if only I had a working wristwatch and sewing machine, I’d be in business.) The Tsinghua campus is huge, and having a bicycle allowed me to explore places on campus that, given the current weather, are just a tad too far out to be worth walking to.

When considering the different ways I could get to IUP everyday, the thought of taking a cab never crossed my mind. A few days ago, I realized that, in a logical sense, it wasn’t the cost that made the idea anathema to me. After all, the cost would be no more than the public bus in most US cities. What made the idea so distasteful? Maybe the immediate thing stopping me from commuting by cab is the potential embarrassment of appearing lazy. But I’m not embarrassed to drive or take cabs in the US. Why should it be any different here? I think, on a deeper level, what would bother me about this method of transportation is that it is so antithetical to the idea of adapting to a Chinese lifestyle. If millions of Beijingers commute by bicycle every day – distances much further than my three kilometers – I should be able to do so, too. Perhaps part of what excites me about having a bicycle here is that it is part of my adaptation to an urban Chinese lifestyle.

Later Wednesday evening, I met up with Marta, a PiB friend currently doing an internship in Beijing, and her cousin to get dinner. (We went to a Korean barbecue place near the Wudaokou station that had delicious food, but terrible service.) In an incredible coincidence, I had run into Marta on the street at Tsinghua on Monday – neither of us knew the other was in China – and we decided to meet up later on in the week. It’s hard to gauge how much of a coincidence our run-in was. We both know each other in a Beijing context, so it’s not terribly surprising we’d both be back in Beijing at the same time a year later. And Tsinghua is a university with many foreigners. But given the size (both area- and popoluation-wise) of Tsinghua, and Beijing in general, the odds still seem fairly low.

Which brings me to a final observation. IUP is not a large program at all. The number of current students is well under 100. Most of us live in apartments or homestays spread out over the Tsinghua/Wudaokou area. And yet I am constantly running into IUPers on the street. There are hundreds of thousands – if not millions – of people living in the few kilometer radius that IUP students occupy, but it still feels like we somehow have a presence (at least to ourselves). It’s a nice feeling.

P.S. Picture post to come soon, hopefully.
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First Week

[Written on Saturday, August 28, 2010.]

I have only been in Beijing since Tuesday, but already there is so much to write about that I feel the need to write an entry now. Here’s a recap of the past few days.

Monday-Tuesday:

My mom took me to the airport early Monday morning. Even though I’d known this day was coming for months, it still kind of shocked me. I would not be returning to the US for nine months, to me, an unfathomably long period of time. I remember how happy I was to come home to the United States, and to go back to Yale at the end of last summer. And there I was (here I am?) leaving all those things behind again. I still can't quite comprehend what it means to live in China for a whole school year, except that others have done it before me, and found the experience to be palatable enough (hopefully an understatement).

At any rate, the actual flights were pretty uneventful. Besides the fact that I accidentally dumped the entire contents of one suitcase out on the floor in front of the ticket counter at the Albany airport while transferring some items into my other suitcase, and that I unwittingly walked outside of security at the Newark airport in search of the shuttle to terminal C and had to go through the line again (both of which betray the one hour of sleep I’d had the night before), the day went smoothly. I was able to sleep for a good fraction of the flight to Beijing, and arrived at the Capital Airport in one piece. Well, three, after I picked up my luggage.

I spent Tuesday night at the Hejia hotel, near Tsinghua, in a double room with another IUPer. One of her friends (yet another IUPer) met up with us, and we all went to dinner at a Xinjiang restaurant on the BCLU campus nearby. I spent the evening enjoying and readjusting to the Beijing ambiance.

Wednesday:

On Wednesday, I moved into my apartment. I’m living with Song Fang, a young IUP teacher, and Zhang Li, another young Chinese woman who is working for Google. Our apartment is in Dongwangzhuang xiaoqu, a residential area a few blocks from Tsinghua’s east gate. So far, I’m quite happy with the arrangement, for several reasons. Dongwangzhuang, though a tad further from Tsinghua than some other apartment compexes, is relatively cheap and, seemingly, not overrun with foreigners. It’s pretty quiet (for being in the middle of a Chinese city), and there are plenty of restaurants and shops in easy walking distance. I’m also pleased that, de facto, the language of choice in the apartment will be Chinese. It’s true, I may not have given myself much breathing room for speaking (or venting) in English, but, then again, I didn’t choose to come to China for my personal comfort, either.

Back to Wednesday. The plan was to meet the landlord, Wang Ayi, at the apartment at one in the afternoon. I was a little nervous because I didn’t have a cell phone to reach her in case anything went wrong. Fortunately, we both showed up at 12:40, and things went smoothly from there. After lugging two fifty pound suitcases up to the fifth floor apartment (no freight elevators here), I was pleased to find the apartment very much as the description and pictures had indicated. After dropping my stuff off, we walked to the local police for my temporary registration. Then I was free to start getting settled. I walked to “Lifestlye Market,” a gigantic supermarket a few blocks away, and bought a bunch of items I had decided not to pack – sheets, a towel, toilet paper, shampoo, etc. When I got back to the apartment, Zhang Li, was there. We talked for a little bit, and she seems very nice. I’m looking forward to getting to know her better. I then made my bed, just in time to pass out on top of it, suitcases still unpacked.

Thursday-Saturday:

The past few days I have spent exploring the area, buying more items for my daily life, and preparing for the placement test. Yesterday, I walked over to the building where IUP classes are held on the Tsinghua campus. Walking at a relaxed pace, getting lost a couple times, and stopping frequently to look at my map, it took about an hour to get from the apartment to the classrooms. I’m hoping that time will halve as the commute becomes second nature. I may also buy a bicycle to speed things up a bit. On the bright side, it will be a good source of exercise over the next year, and science hill will seem like a joke when I return to Yale next year.

Tomorrow I have plans to meet up with a PiB friend who is also back in Beijing. I’m looking forward to it, not only because it should be fun, but also because the peaceful solitude I’ve enjoyed the past few days is starting to turn into loneliness. Fortunately, my flatmates will be returning from their visits home in a couple days, and IUP starts this Monday, so I will soon have all the socializing I can handle. I’m actually looking forward to the start of IUP. I think I’m ready for it.
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Getting Organized

Recently I’ve been spending a lot of my free time preparing for China. No, not in a directly useful way, like packing or applying for a visa (don’t worry, I’m getting on those…). [Edit: Visa application is now in the mail!] Instead, I’ve been discovering a lot of internet and electronic applications that will hopefully enhance my time in China. Since I don’t really have much else to write about at the moment, and these ideas may possibly be of interest to current or future Light Fellows/travelers to China, here they are, in no particular order. (Also note – I don’t really have any concept of which of these tools will work in China. If anyone reading this from China knows, let me know!)

www.rememberthemilk.com - This is a website that allows you to create to-do lists. You can sort, tag, and prioritize tasks. Besides being a useful tool for making life more organized in general (something I could definitely use), I think this website will be extremely helpful to me both in the process of getting ready for China, and once I am living there. I’ve never packed a year’s worth of belongings into a couple suitcases before, and I think it’s going to be a pretty daunting task, so I’ve got a running list of things I’ll need to pack (and buy), as well as a list of things to take care of before I leave. With only about ten days at home in August before I leave, I’m hoping this website will help remove stress from the process and give me as much free time as possible to relax and visit with people before leaving. I’ve also got lists for ideas of things I want to do and people I want to meet up with while in China, and I’m sure I’ll use it to keep track of coursework once IUP starts. Let’s hope this website is not blocked! (Or that Yale VPN does its job.)

New York Times China Page - I like to read China-related news articles with some frequency. So far, the New York Times China page has been my favorite source, as I think it provides a nice balance between larger news stories about Chinese political events and economic trends, and interesting smaller-scale stories about individuals or particular social and cultural phenomena. If anyone has any recommendations for other sources of Chinese news, please share!

iPod applications – For five dollars, I just updated my first generation iPod touch to iOS 3, an operating system which allows it to run many of the same apps available for iPhone. Browsing through the iPhone application store, there are tons of free or inexpensive applications that will be will likely prove extremely useful next year. Most notably, there are lots of free Chinese-English dictionaries. Some even allow the user to search for a character by drawing it, though I have not found this particular functionality for free yet. The free dictionary I like the best is Pleco, though I’m sure there are many other great ones. All of these dictionaries work offline. I think Pleco will prove invaluable. Other potentially useful or fun China-related apps I’ve found include maps of Chinese cities and subway systems, guide books (Lonely Planet has a Beijing one for $5 or $6 which I’m considering, as it would greatly lighten my load on outings), and even an app which allows the user to download unlimited Chinese music for free (拉手音乐), although that app is entirely in Chinese. Again, further suggestions welcome!

www.renren.com - 人人网 is basically the Chinese equivalent of facebook. I made an account for myself (瑞秀晴 – add me!) so that I’ll have a way to keep track of and stay in touch with my Chinese acquaintances next year. Even if you’re only doing a summer program, most of your teachers will probably have a 人人 account, if they’re not already on facebook.

…Kindle? – I’ve been considering putting some of my summer earnings towards purchasing a Kindle or other eReader for next year. I don’t particularly savor the idea of lugging a ton of books with me to China, nor do I want to pay through the roof for English language books at some specialty store in Beijing. (Of course, an eReader is more expensive, but it has worthy long-term attributes…) A Kindle or other eReader would give me the ability to easily access almost any book I could want to next year (a kind of substitute for Sterling Memorial? …maybe not quite), including electronic math or computer science textbooks, so I don’t forget everything I’ve learned in my major thus far. And without the normal Yale academic courseload, I might have time to tackle some of the larger classics that I hope to read in my life. This would be a great use, since there is no way I am stuffing a paper copy of War and Peace into my suitcase. [I must give credit for this eReader idea to my Chinese history professor, Valerie Hansen. While we’re on the subject, I strongly recommend her fall course HIST 315, History of Traditional China to 1600.]

These are all the things I can think of at the moment. I’ll update if I remember any others later.
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Blog Resurrection!

After ten months of silence, this blog is (hopefully) coming back to life - thanks to the continuing generosity of the Light Fellowship, I am back for China, Round 2! Last summer, I attended the Princeton in Beijing program for an intense eight weeks. (See prior posts.) This time, I will be returning to Beijing for the entire year to attend the Inter-University Program, a Chinese language program run by UC Berkeley, on the campus of Tsinghua University. Though by now, I’m somewhat familiar with the city of Beijing, and Chinese universities in general, living in a foreign country away from home and school for such an extended time period will be a completely new experience.

It’s difficult to express fully my feelings about the upcoming year. When I think forward to the end of August when I’ll be shipping off to the mainland, I feel a jumble of thrill and terror. I’m thrilled to have this chance to just soak in Chinese language and culture for an entire year. I’m excited for the opportunity to better develop my understanding of a country and language that have already heavily influenced my life. I can’t wait for my brain to switch back into “Chinese mode” and to speak Chinese like a freshly-minted PiB graduate again. And I can’t help but fantasize a little about the many of the incredible experiences that await me in the year ahead.

At the same time, enrolling in IUP is not the same as having a greater ability in Chinese language, meaningful cultural experiences, engaging activities, and a social life served up and placed before me on a lazy susan. Certainly IUP will be one of many gateways to these ends, but, by and large, I believe I’ll be finding my own path next year. That I will place a great deal of effort into IUP is, in my mind, a given. But I’m sure there can be so much more to this experience than Chinese classes. Next year is, in many ways, independent of my time at Yale. I will be pursuing different activities, meeting different people, and none of the course work will appear on my transcript. When I return to Yale, I will still be a rising junior. Apart from not flunking out of IUP, I am essentially free to do what I want with the year. And there’s almost no limit to what that may entail. To misuse a term from The Tao of Pooh, next year is somewhat like the “uncarved block.” The fact that I not only have total freedom to carve that block in whatever way I desire, but also feel compelled to do so in a meaningful and satisfying way, is perhaps the greatest source of my excitement and anxiety about the upcoming year. Reading the blog posts and final reports of previous or current Light Fellows at IUP who have all found unique and interesting ways of “carving their blocks,” whether through musical collaboration, speech competitions, social activism, or something else, has inspired me to think seriously about how I would like to spend my time in China.

Admittedly, one other nontrivial source of anxiety is the prospect of leaving home, family, friends, and school. I’ve never had problems with homesickness, but I’ve never been away for so long, so far away. Part of me wishes I could freeze time back at home while I’m away, keeping the rest of the world from moving on without me. I’d like, at the end of an exhilarating year, to return to find the people, places, and things in my life exactly as I’d left them. But alas, this is not A Wrinkle in Time. A year for me is a year for everyone else, and I can only hope things will pick up as they left off. While I am loath to face the fact that the best of my friends will be graduating in 2012, and I in 2013, I think returning to Yale with a fresh perspective and motivation to branch out will, in the long run, only be positive. The conventional wisdom seems to be that, in the end, no one regrets taking a year off for this sort of experience. Despite my apprehensions, I am hopeful my experience will be no exception.

After writing the bulk of this post, I realize there’s a very important question I have neglected to address: “Why?” That is, why am I going to China? Why am I, for almost ten months, leaving a life in which I am generally comfortable and happy, for a life in which the only certainty is smoggy skies and 100-plus characters a night? I wish there were a simple answer to this. I wish I could say “because I need to learn Chinese to do X,” where X is some specific, concrete goal. Unfortunately, I can’t state my reasons for this decision in such simple terms. For me, it is an amalgam of factors – a passion for Chinese language and culture, a thirst for new experiences, an unwillingness to pass up this rare opportunity (thank you Light!), and a general sense of optimism that I will eventually discover what “X” is for me.

I’m sorry if it seems this post is boringly unspecific and filled with empty platitudes concerning my thoughts about going abroad next year. Future posts, if they exist (see following paragraph), should focus more on my experiences in China as they happen, which, hopefully, will be more interesting and specific.

One final note about me and blogging. I am miserable at it. I feel compelled to admit I have always had a low batting average with journals, diaries, blogs, etc. That said, I do very much wish to keep up with this blog this year. I don’t view blogging as only a way to preserve and share my experiences with others, worthy as these things are on their own. I think the very act of writing and reflecting on my personal experiences or feelings will help me become more aware of them, which will be helpful in making the most out of my time in China. I want to keep up with this blog, even if means relatively short posts. I think frequent short posts would be more beneficial than longer more infrequent posts, and certainly better than none at all. I invite all readers to badger me for new posts if this blog goes silent for a period.

Thanks for reading!

Yours truly,
Rachel
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